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Inside the mind...
of a 5-year-old.
Weblog
Friday, 10 April 2009
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Case #21: Airport
Yeah, that's where I am. It bugs a little bit because everybody's staring at the little girl with the 10 inch pink laptop. It's whatever though. They can suck it. If you've read my pulses, there's like 30 minute updates on there.So this morning, I got up at 2:11 am. Thank God I showered the night before. I got dressed, took my luggage downstairs as quietly as possible. I grabbed a bottle of water and shot out the back door. Doing all that in 19 minutes is not an easy task. I was stressing, my stomach was in knots, and anxiety was getting to me. Did I mention I was sneaking out??More updates later,
Road Runner told me that my pick up time was at 2:30 am. Naturally, my eyes bugged out of my head when I saw the time after waking up. Fairlyt abruptly, I might add. I got to LAX around 4:20ish. Checked in and everything. Guess what?? They don't have change for a $20 dollar bill. That guy at the counter told me that he'd be up at the terminal and he's gonna give me my change when he gets there. He better. -_- I'm constantly pulsing and texting Seth and his parents.
I'm currently at my terminal, using Ted as a modem. God, I love him. I should get off soon though before both Pinkie, my laptop, and Ted, my cellphone, run out of battery..
N.
"The engine is the heart of an airplane, but the pilot is its soul."
Saturday, 04 April 2009
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Case #18: Chatrooms and Sex Offenders
Victim 1:
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:06 AM): wuts up
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:07 AM): wuts up \
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:07 AM): asl??
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:07 AM): 17 male sanfran
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:07 AM): asl?
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:08 AM): 17 m texas
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:08 AM): OOOhhh!! I lurve!!! TEXAS!! what are you up to big boy?
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:09 AM): well everything is bigger n texas lol
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:09 AM): i'
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:09 AM): i'm jus here chillin in my room
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:09 AM): so do you really swing that way, loverboy?
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:09 AM): swing wut way??
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:10 AM): scroll up
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:10 AM): you'll get it soon, bog boy
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:10 AM): *big
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:10 AM): ha ha ha, lol yes i do
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:11 AM): yeah, wink wink right??
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:11 AM): wanna trade, big boy?
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:11 AM): pic i mean?
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:12 AM): wut kind??
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:12 AM): the nasty kind, big boy.
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:13 AM): ok
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:13 AM): send me one first yea??
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:14 AM): k let me get my camera real quick
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:14 AM): ok =]
Last message received at 04/04/2009 12:14 AM
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:18 AM): k hold on
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:19 AM): waiting....
Last message received at 04/04/2009 12:18 AM
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:22 AM): can u send me one first??
Last message received at 04/04/2009 12:22 AM
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:27 AM): u there??
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:27 AM): email?
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:28 AM): erictamez_72@yahoo.com
Last message received at 04/04/2009 12:28 AM
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:32 AM): did you get it, sexii?
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:38 AM): did u get it??
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:40 AM): did you get it??
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:40 AM): u sent it 2 my email??
Last message received at 04/04/2009 12:40 AM
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:43 AM): yes
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:44 AM): dats fuked up
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:45 AM): why?
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:45 AM): how?
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:45 AM): what?
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:45 AM): when?
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:45 AM): where?
ErIc TaMeZ_72: (04/04/2009 12:45 AM): u sent me a pick of some guy
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:46 AM): i didn't
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:46 AM): THAT"S ME!!!
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:46 AM): erictamez_72: asl??jubyanne: 17 male sanfran
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:46 AM): remember, sexii beast??
Last message received at 04/04/2009 12:45 AM
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:50 AM): what's wrong, cuppycake??
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:50 AM): didn't like how long i was?
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:52 AM): kthnxbyeVictim 2:
jubyanne: Hey!!
timmy3580 is online 04/04/2009 12:09 AM:
"bottle and a gun.. so who feels like dying?"
jubyanne: ASL??
timmy3580: hi..
timmy3580: 16/m/aus...
jubyanne: Love kangaroos!! 17 male sanfran, where all the smog is. D
timmy3580: kangaroos are sexi beasts..
timmy3580: hmm smog?
timmy3580: sounds like a wonderful lung cancer packed day you got there..
jubyanne: yup, smog.
jubyanne: you like kangaroos, sexi beast??
timmy3580: yes sir..
jubyanne: -licks bottom lip- oohh..
timmy3580: is that a bad thing..
jubyanne: it depends on how you look at it
timmy3580: and how do you look at it..
Last message received at 04/04/2009 12:14 AM
jubyanne: sexily
jubyanne: u??
timmy3580: see thats where you got it all wrong sir
jubyanne: sir??
timmy3580: or ma'am idk..
jubyanne: what do i look liketo you??
jubyanne: why do you hate me so much??
timmy3580: why would you think i hate you..
jubyanne: u horny, sexi beast
??
timmy3580: uhm you look like a girl but you told me you were a guy..
timmy3580: probly find someone else..
jubyanne: there must be some mistake, sexi beast
timmy3580: huh?
jubyanne: huh?
timmy3580: why do you keep calling me that
jubyanne: coz you're a sexi beast, sexi beast.
Last message received at 04/04/2009 12:25 AM
jubyanne: are you mad?
timmy3580: ?
jubyanne: do you hate me?
jubyanne: baby, don't be like this
jubyanne: i don't wanna lose you
timmy3580: what?
jubyanne: do you really wanna break it off?
jubyanne: on our anniversary?
timmy3580: hahaha
timmy3580: what are you smokin
timmy3580: ?
jubyanne: so do you have a gf?
timmy3580: are you abusing perscription medications!?!!?
jubyanne: yeah, i'm so hi off you'relove
timmy3580: nope boyfriend
jubyanne: so can I join in the fun?
timmy3580: of course of course the more the merrier
jubyanne: awesome, so I'm flying to aus this summer
jubyanne: where do you live, sexi beast?
timmy3580 is online 04/04/2009 12:56 AM:Victim 3: We were nice to this one
gvoondeck: (04/04/2009 12:40 AM): hey
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:41 AM): hey thyere
gvoondeck: (04/04/2009 12:41 AM): hi, howare you?
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:42 AM): pretty good, and you?
gvoondeck: (04/04/2009 12:42 AM): same here
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:42 AM): ASL?
gvoondeck: (04/04/2009 12:42 AM): 15/M/KOREA
gvoondeck: (04/04/2009 12:42 AM): u?
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:43 AM): 17 female san fran
gvoondeck: (04/04/2009 12:43 AM): cool
gvoondeck: (04/04/2009 12:43 AM): what grade are you in?
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:44 AM): 5th
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:44 AM): sorry, that was wrong
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:44 AM): I'm a senior
Last message received at 04/04/2009 12:43 AM
jubyanne: (04/04/2009 12:50 AM): what about you?
gvoondeck is offline
Messages will be delivered next time the user logs onVictim 4:
alone100: hi
alone100 is online 04/04/2009 12:19 AM:
"I am online"
jubyanne: ASL??
alone100: how r u ?
jubyanne: Horny
jubyanne: you?
alone100: u said horny??
jubyanne: you horny?
alone100: yes
alone100: can u send me a pic?
jubyanne: you first.
alone100 would like to send you a picture
m_6738b1d031d0351b07129ede31ab3e10[1].jpg
alone100: u turn
alone100: ???jubyanne: hot bod, sexy. -sizzles-
alone100: u send me one
alone100: ???
alone100: u there??
alone100: u gonna send me the pic ?
jubyanne: h/o, i'm looking for the sexxxxxiest one
alone100: ok
alone100: u have cell ?
jubyanne: it's off right now
alone100: turn on
alone100: n send me the pic
alone100: i want to see how u sexy r
jubyanne: i'll send it to your email
jubyanne: yea??
alone100: send it for here
alone100: ?
jubyanne: omg, i don wanna. You're gonna be able to track me with my IP address
alone100: can i get u cell number
alone100: u can send me pics
jubyanne: it's off, sorry
jubyanne: and you're turning me off
alone100: why?
alone100 would like to send you a picture
GetAttachmentCA9INEZK.jpgjubyanne: i like your abs, but mione are better
alone100: ok send it to me
alone100: ?
alone100: ok send me the pics to my eamil
alone100: u have yahoo
Last message received at 04/04/2009 12:43 AM
alone100: ??
jubyanne: i have gmail
Last message received at 04/04/2009 12:47 AM
jubyanne: not talking anymore?
jubyanne: kbye
alone100 logged off at 04/04/2009 01:06 AM
Messages will be delivered next time the user logs onVictim 5:
jerimi1990: hey
jerimi1990 is online 04/04/2009 12:31 AM:
"Damn, Karma Came again"
jubyanne: hey sexi beast
jerimi1990: hi
jerimi1990: wats up?
jubyanne: not much
jubyanne: ASL?
jerimi1990: 18/m/alabama
jerimi1990: you?
jubyanne: 17 male sanfran
jerimi1990: coo:0
jerimi1990: wat you do 4 fun?
jubyanne: masturbate
jubyanne: and you're in my fantasies every time
jerimi1990: are you a guy??
jubyanne: are you a guy??
jerimi1990: Umm last time i check yea..
jerimi1990: why you talking nasty like tht tho?
jubyanne: sorry, I'm so high off you're love right now
jerimi1990: my love?
jubyanne: yeah, baby. you're LOVE
jubyanne: L-O-V-E!!!
jubyanne: I LOVE YOU!!!
Last message received at 04/04/2009 12:41 AM
jerimi1990: you got some good ass weed huh?
jubyanne: nope, juss got some good ass booty love
jerimi1990: you weird lol
jerimi1990: but coo coo
Last message received at 04/04/2009 12:52 AM
jubyanne: so i've heard
jubyanne: what are you up to?
jerimi1990: chillinchatting
jubyanne: coo coo :]
jerimi1990: yeppers
Last message received at 04/04/2009 01:03 AM
jubyanne: what do you do for fun?
jerimi1990: Mix musik,write poetry/music,work out hang with friends
jubyanne: tight tight
jubyanne: sorry, babe. My high is going down. Off to go get some munchies
jubyanne: Later, sexyjerimi1990: night
Victim 6:
stevendeese: hey
stevendeese is online 04/04/2009 12:42 AM:
"im not sure if the pain will ever go away"
jubyanne: Hey, stevendeese
jubyanne: ASL?
stevendeese: 17/m/fl
jubyanne: 17 male san fran
stevendeese: awsome
jubyanne: Totally!!
stevendeese: lol yea
stevendeese: so hw r u
jubyanne: cool...................................
jubyanne: and a bit horny
stevendeese: same here
stevendeese: lol
jubyanne: you wanna play?
stevendeese: sure
stevendeese: wbu?
stevendeese: *** IM BORED!!! ***
jubyanne: so it seems
stevendeese: ur sexyy
jubyanne: So I've heard
stevendeese: i bet u have
jubyanne: uhmm, soo.... you're still hung up on your gf, huh?
stevendeese: wht u mean
stevendeese: ???
jubyanne: you tell me what I mean.
stevendeese: idk im single
stevendeese: so u tell me
jubyanne: That's so cool, I'm single too
stevendeese: sweetness
jubyanne: how are you doing?
stevendeese: so wht did u mean by wht u said??
stevendeese: nm just chillin
stevendeese: u
jubyanne: in your myspace, it says youre still in love with your gf
stevendeese: ohhh
stevendeese: yea my ex gf
jubyanne: sorry, my mistake. EX gf
jubyanne: was she cute?
stevendeese: to me yes she waz
jubyanne: 1-10?
stevendeese: 100
jubyanne: damn, that pretty huh?
jubyanne: what about me?
stevendeese: ur the same
jubyanne: I'm not gonna feel bad if you say that it's lower
stevendeese: nah ur sexyy
jubyanne: cool cool :]
jubyanne: you're sexy too
stevendeese: thx
jubyanne: you're welcome, sexi beast ;]
stevendeese: ur the sexy beast
stevendeese: i would love to nvm
jubyanne: naw, YOU'RE the sexi beast, sexi beast
stevendeese: ohh no or the sexy beast and the sexy thing
stevendeese: i would love to do somethings nvm
jubyanne: like what things?
stevendeese: alott
jubyanne: care to give me deets?
stevendeese: take a guess
jubyanne: does it involve your body parts and mine?
stevendeese: maybee
stevendeese: ima guy and i think ur hot so yea
jubyanne: think of youre thing in my tight hole
jubyanne: and think of me riding you like crazy
stevendeese: i would love 2 tht so much
jubyanne: ooh, baby
jubyanne: yeah.. get me hott
stevendeese: i would do alot to u
jubyanne: like what?
jubyanne: Coz I can do ALOT to you
jubyanne: I would suck you dry
jubyanne: my tongue is very talented
stevendeese: i would fuck u till u can take it no more then i would eat u out
jubyanne: I would ride you, make you cum till you pass out
jubyanne: OMG, i'm so turned on right now
stevendeese: so am i u just dnt even kno
stevendeese: id fuck u so hard u would walk diff
stevendeese: when im done
jubyanne: omg, you should strap me down on your bed and just have your way with me
stevendeese: i would do tht so quick
jubyanne: I have hancuffs
jubyanne: and whips
stevendeese: i like tht alot
jubyanne: i've got vibes
jubyanne: and lube
jubyanne: flavored ones
jubyanne: and you dont even have to worry about condoms either
jubyanne: I'LL RIDE YOU BARE!
stevendeese: i would let u
jubyanne: you better
jubyanne: I've got a sex positions book.
jubyanne: we should do all 653 of them
stevendeese: thts fine with me
jubyanne: i'm losing that turn on vibe...
jubyanne: if you don't do anything, i'm gonna get off and play with my toys
jubyanne: you know, i've always wanted to do a gangbang
jubyanne: me as the 'victim', of course ;]
jubyanne: or you can be the victim,
stevendeese: i would fuck u so hard u would wish it would have never happend
jubyanne: whichever
jubyanne: that's all you keep saying, you're getting me bored
jubyanne: anyway, i think you forgot but...
stevendeese: wht??
jubyanne: i said: jubyanne: 17 male san fran
jubyanne:
jubyanne: later, sexi beast
stevendeese: no i didnt 4 get tht
jubyanne: i thought you wanted to eat me out,
jubyanne: you've found ways around that?
stevendeese: wht u mean??
jubyanne: I'm a man. I can show you my long cock if you want me to
jubyanne: but I wouldn't
stevendeese: wtf
jubyanne: I'm heading to the naked room and have fun
jubyanne: with my toys and buttplugs
stevendeese: k
jubyanne: k
jubyanne: kthnxbye
Monday, 30 March 2009
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Case #17: Letters of Love
Darling,Not a single person in this world
could ever fathom how important you are to me
Nor how much I love you
or how much I care
For all the misunderstandings we've had
For all the hurtful words we've said
and for all the stupid things we've done...
I'm sorry.
I have no idea if words are still enough
to express how deep my affection is for you
with all this damned distance
the least I could do is show it
even in the smallest way I know howYour Honey
So I felt a little love sick tonight. Sue me. :p I should be sleeping right now. I've been depriving myself of sleep for the past few days. What I'm gonna do is finish typing this up and head to bed.
But first...........
LOL
More later,
N."Affection is responsible for nine-tenths
of whatever solid
and durable happiness there is in our lives."
Sunday, 29 March 2009
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Case #16: Counting down.
Twelve days.Yup, that's it. Twelve more excruciating days until I see my baby again. -sigh- I miss him. Current circumstances have gotten me less excited for his Prom, though.Ugh! It's--it's just so--aaagghh!! I don't even know how to describe it!Looking forward,
Over there, they have dress codes for formal dances.Jeez, might as well have me dress like a nun, why don't you?? And what, their theme is Holly-frickin-wood?! Uhmm, I don't know if anybody told you, Texas but that's not how Hollywood goes. So one girl decides to dress promiscuously at her Prom. Big fckin deal!! Don't go ahead expect every other girl to do the same. You're conservative. We get it. But are you really going to take away that privilege to actually dress up for ONE SPECIAL NIGHT?? Well, I guess so.- NO short dresses
- NO plunging neckline
- NO backless dresses
- NO slits
- NO strapless dresses
You know, just for that, I'm going to MY Prom. Where all that, up there, is allowed. Screw Texas' School District. No brownie points for Texas. Another reason to love California.
I'm done ranting. Feel any better?? Definitely. :]
N."Elegance does not consist in putting on a new dress."
Saturday, 28 March 2009
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Case #15: Name Change.
Screen name, that is.I was skimming through the comments on someone's post and I landed on EstherN's request to help her out. My curiosity got to me and I clicked on the link. There she posted a blog about how she wanted to change her username to Esty. That she also needed 10,000 credits to do it. People could do this through commenting and recommending. Now, see, I've been wanting to this for a while now. I just haven't had the chance of taking the initiative of doing so. She has set a great example for me. Thanks, Esty. :]Hoping for the best,
Now, I'm asking all Xangans out there who are currently reading this particular blog. Please help me out. I, too, need 10,000 credits to get my screen name changed. I currently have 2,198. It's gonna take a lot, I know. But every bit of help counts.
Esty asked me earlier about the username that I'm planning on changing into. Truth to be told, I don't have any great ideas at the moment. Hopefully, it'll come to me.. soon. Commenting and recommending will do the trick.
I'm not going to waste any more of your time. Oh! And thank you, by the way, for all the future support.
N."It is better to keep a friend from falling than to help him up."
Little Thoughts
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Grrrr.. mobile pulse isn't working. Damnit!
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Just landed.
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Happy Easter!!!
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I forgot to update earllier, but I got to Denver at around 1:20ish. Waited around and my baby and his parents came.
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Got to Denver at 9:48am. From A31 to A52. That was a mission. Boarded at 10:08. Bout to leave soon.
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- Name: Nixie
- Country: United States
- Metro: Oxnard
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 5/18/2005
What to know??
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I suppose you'd want to know my name. Well, you can call me Nixie, or Mia. I'm a Senior at OHS. I hate the color pink but I love the color blue. I was born in the sweet month of September, and two days before the cut-off for Libra starts. So yes, I'm a Virgo. I love to write. And read. In my spare time you'd find me eating. The bathroom is my thinking place. I love to cook. I also love photography-- scratch that, I love art in general. I can't study properly without listening to music. Do I have a special someone? Yes. A thousand times, YES! Two actually. In love with one, obsessed with the other. Don't worry, there's no cheating involved, I swear. Bo keeps me company. Bo is my cat. I can be quite materialistic. I spoil myself. Chocolate charms me. Rain calms me. Sun lightens up my mood. I can be very emotional. So yes, I love 'chick flicks'. I prefer hanging out with guys because girls tend to cause drama.
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